~OverKillX9

For some reason, I'm on a negative side. There are things that are turning me downward as well. Here is a list of it.

Loneliness - A Bit Bad
Quiet - A Bit Bad
Thinking Too Much - Bad
Left Out - Higher Than Bad
Sorrow - Severely Bad

5 of these things are on me and can never go away. This is why I feel uncomfortable. I feel too much anger of myself. Things had happened to me ever since I got into an argument with my girlfriend. Arguments had made me miserable and that's why I started changing myself right now. And if you want to ask me about myself what happen, go ahead and PM me.

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More news, sorry I haven't been posting up any of my stories on DA, but I was distracted by looking at other people's work and such. I evenly caught myself being easily distracted when I was suppose to be doing what I had REALLY suppose to be doing. I'll see if I can keep myself in tact, otherwise I'm going to fail or become a failure. I've been having sleeping problems as well. I had to stay awake till 12:30AM (Central Time), because my parents is done working and goes home at that time. I mean, I stayed awake the whole time in school and riding the bus, but whenever I get home, I end up falling asleep quickly like in front of my bed, I fell on it and started sleeping for usually 5-8 hours and end up waking up at 9 or 11. Ugh, I feel seriously bad about myself right now, if I end up sleeping at school, I end up getting a detention, sent to timeout, OR suspension, but this is how it suppose to be now since I'm the only child left in this house. I keep on ending up bad timings and such. For once, I just wanted one of my parents to be home and stay without working and the other does go to work so then I can sleep more and really gets some rest. I ain't staying up and keeping an eye on the house till midnight, it's really killing myself.

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Last news, I'm going have to use 1 journal now so I can save myself some timing and typings without wasting myself. I believe that's it. Stories on DA, I'll try to get it done, on FanFiction, I'll do the same.